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23 July 2003 - 6:36 am Today I wonder if I�m crazy. Full on straight-jacket-padded-room crazy. I�ve been melancholy all day, and just feel Blah. It feels like something�s crawling on my legs, but there�s nothing there. I�m feeling the need to simplify my life, but that may be because I�m feeling overwhelmed. Too much is going on. I have a hard enough time keeping track of what�s happening on a daily basis, but now there are people expecting things of me, and I�m afraid I�m going to disappoint them. Right now I can�t seem to tell people �No.� Earlier my stomach ached and I was thinking of not going on my morning walk with my co-worker, but when she came over to get me I couldn�t tell her I didn�t want to go. � � |